
1: THE BLESSING
What are you doing?" the childish voice demanded.
William Rogers paused, weed in hand, to look up
at his small neighbor. He pushed graying hair from his
eyes and smiled at her. The cloud of ruffles and lace
she wore proclaimed her a child of England's wealthy
class. But she did not smile. Her eyes questioned and flashed impatience.
"I'm helping the good Lord make the flowers grow," he told her. He lifted a pansy face for her to see.
Her voice still disapproved. "My grandpapa would never pull weeds. Pulling weeds is for
servants."
"Servants cost money," he answered mildly. He might
have said much more. Had her grandfather not
caused his expulsion from his pulpit as a "Nonconformist"
minister, Rogers might have had money for servants.
"Nonconformist."
In these days of hypocrisy and greed one could sell his soul to Parliament by preaching
whatever passed for truth at the moment; or
one could sacrifice security, liberty, perhaps even life,
to preach the message of God. He dropped the last
weed into the basket and straightened his tired back.
The bench in the shade of the old oak looked inviting.
Sitting down, he beckoned the child to him.
"Would you like a story?" he asked. The little girl
pressed against him. Putting his arm around her, he
began the story of Daniel. Her eyes never left his
face. She drank in every word and also his kindly affection
with a suppressed hunger. Small wonder that
she came whenever she could escape the watchful eye
of her grandfather's servants.
Breathless, a liveried servant burst through the gate.
Miss Hattie, Miss Hattie, where have you been?
Sir Richard is looking for you!"
She hardly glanced up. "I'll come when I finish talking
to my good old gentleman."
"Please,
Miss Hattie," he pleaded. "Sir Richard doesn't
like for you to come over here. You know that.
He's already furious because we couldn't find you.
Please, please come now."
"Oh, all right. Don't worry so about Grandpapa.I'll
take care of him." Waving good-bye to her friend, she led the way back across the sun-swept lawn of the
estate next door.
With
sadness twisting at his heart, Mr. Rogers watched
her go. Small as she was, she ruled her household with a passion. Once in
an outburst of fury
she had injured herself with a knife. Since then her
grandfather had ordered his servants not to cross her
will in any way.
Yet
William Rogers loved the spoiled child. He longed
to show her Jesus that she might find peace for her
troubled heart.
A
few days later found him sitting in his book lined
study. The Bible lay open before him, but he no
longer saw the well-worn pages. Oak-filtered sunlight
fell unheeded across the old desk.
Instead of the familiar room, he saw a darkened street.
One by one, two by two, people came through alleys
and unfrequented lanes. And one by one, two by two, they knocked quickly
at the back door of an old
house and slipped in, glancing nervously over their
shoulders.
He saw a crowded room, lighted only by candle glow,
filled with eager, upturned faces. They hungered
for the Word and had risked much for their Saviour. Tears started to his eyes as he read again the
text before him. "And others had trial of cruel mockings and
scourgings, yea, moreover of bonds and
imprisonment. (of whom the world was not worthy)."
Today a strange presentiment haunted him. It seemed
that danger, like a threatening cloudburst, hung over his little flock.
For hours he sat, absorbed in
meditation.
Then, shattering the silence, came the sound of pounding
at the door. For a long moment he did not move.
It had come.
His heart peaceful, his movements deliberate, he rose,
walked down the dark hallway, and opened the door.
Outside was a blur of angry faces. Hands grabbed,
pushing and pulling him. Rough ropes hurt his
wrists. The mob shoved him across the lawn next door.
Only one thing caught his eye in the noisy crowd. Two young men and a woman were prisoners like
himself. Tears streaked the woman's face. He threw them a glance of love
and encouragement.
Thomas Powell, Jeremiah Abbot, and his wife, Sarah-how
often they had stood by his side and helped
him minister to others.
At Sir Richard Craddock's door a servant met them
and hastened to call his master. Sir Richard emerged,
rubbing his hands together and smiling. "So,
my dear sir, at last you have been found out. How
sad that you had to continue preaching to these poor,
misguided souls after your license had been revoked.
As magistrate of this area, it is my solemn duty
to prevent wolves such as you from leading the
sheep astray. Perhaps a term in prison will quiet your
restless tongue and disillusion these foolish followers
of yours. I shall go and make out the papers."
With that he turned and left the room. The prisoners
stood just inside the majestic entrance hall.
A long stairway curved away into the dimness of
the upper story. Hushed, the rabble waited outside. Sarah's
deep sobs shook the silence. Her husband's eyes
reached out to comfort her.
"
'Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute
you, and shall say all manner of evil against
you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding
glad: for great is your reward in heaven.' 'Be
thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a
crown of life.' "
William Rogers' quiet voice rang with
courage. The faces of his companions lifted. 'Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that
ye should follow his steps,' he comforted.
"Forgive us, sir," Thomas said. "For a little while we
lost heart. But we will stand for Christ whatever comes."
Plainly he spoke for them all.
Suddenly Hattie erupted through an inner door, shouting
her excitement over some trifle. Seeing the knot of strangers in
the hall, she skidded to a stop. Then
she recognized her friend of the flower garden.
"You've
come to visit at last!" she cried, darting to
his side. He smiled at her but made no answer. "What's
the matter?" she questioned the deputy who held
Mr. Rogers. "What are you doing to my good old
gentleman?"
"Good old gentleman, is he?" the deputy smirked. "We'll see about that. He's a wicked man, but he'll pay
now."
The little girl's face grew dark with anger. "What are
they going to do with you?" she demanded of Mr. Rogers.
"Your grandfather says that I and my friends must go to prison," he answered gently.
The child flew into a rage. She stamped her foot, and
her voice rose to a shout. "You will not go to prison.
Grandpapa can't do that to you."
The girl raced down the hall to the room her grandfather
had entered. Finding the door locked, she
banged her head against it, then kicked it furiously,
demanding entrance. Someone opened the door.
She charged across the room to stand before her grandfather.
"What are you going to do with my good old
gentleman out there?" she continued to shout.
"That is none of your business. Go on out and play," her grandfather answered shortly.
"But
I will not. He says you are going to send him and his friends to jail. If you send them to jail, I will drown myself in the pond as soon as they are
gone! I really will!"
Sir Richard stared at his granddaughter in astonishment and concern. For a
long moment he didn't answer. Finally, picking up the paper from the desk,
he walked down the hall to the group who stood waiting for him.
"I had intended to send you all to jail, but my granddaughter has requested
that I show you mercy. You are all released, See that you do not repeat
the offense."
The deputies muttered, but they released them. With deep emotion the prisoners
thanked Sir Richard. Then Mr. Rogers turned to the child whose
intervention had saved them much suffering. Laying his hand on her head
and lifting his eyes to heaven, he said, "God bless you, my dear
child. May the blessing of that God whose cause you now plead, though as
yet you know Him not, be upon you in life, at death, and throughout
eternity."
Many years went by. William Rogers went to his rest, loved and honored by many
for the saint he was. His son, Timothy, became a worthy follower in his
father's footsteps. A sincere Christian in an age when there was far less
danger in pursuing such a course, he became a well-known writer on
religious subjects.
One evening he sat in the parlor of a lovely home in London, visiting a friend
famous for her hospitality to those who loved the Lord. Now he spent a
pleasant hour telling the story of the deliverance that God had given to
his father by means of a little child.
Mrs. Tooley listened with deep interest. "And are you that Mr. Rogers'
son?" she asked.
"Most certainly I am."
She shook her head in wonder. "As long as I have known you I never realized that. I
am the little girl your dear father blessed. It made such an impression on
me that I could never forget it." She leaned back and smiled, her
face tender with memories. "Now let me tell you a story," she
said.
And here is the story she told:
At the
ancient Roman town of Bath in western England a fashionable young woman
paced the floor with restless tread. The eyes of the old man in the great
armchair followed her up and down the room.
"I can't go on this way, Doctor!" she exclaimed. "How many young
ladies would give anything to be in my place. I have everything I could
ever wish for. I have so much money that I need never concern myself about
it as long as I live. I have more beautiful gowns than I could wear in a
year. I am invited to every fashionable party and courted by every
eligible young man, and yet all of it means nothing to me. I am miserable.
I go back to my luxurious lodgings and cry myself to sleep. I have been
considering suicide. After' all, if I don't find some satisfaction, some
happiness in life, what's the use of my living at all?" She halted
for a moment, her eyes challenging him.
Deeply serious, he met her gaze. "What you need is religion. That's the only
way to find the peace you seek."
"Oh, my good doctor, please don't be ridiculous. I'm, not a child." She
waved away the suggestion.
"No, you are not a child. But you have not lived so many years as I have, and
you asked my counsel. Now you can take it or leave it, but that is what I
think."
"Well, what do you suggest I do?"
The doctor hesitated a moment. "The very best thing I could suggest for
you, Miss Hattie, is to read the New Testament for yourself."
The girl nodded slowly. "Very well, I will try it. I'm desperate, and it
can't do any harm."
"Do you give me your word you will finish it?"
"I give you my word."
In the days and weeks that followed, Hattie kept her promise. But she found
no peace. Rather, her uneasiness deepened. Still an intense conviction
took root in her mind that the answer might lie in that direction after
all.
One
morning after her return to London she called to Jane, her companion.
"Get ready, Jane. We're' going to church today."
Jane looked at her in amazement. "Very well, Miss Hattie, but that's a
strange thing for you to do."
Putting
on appropriate clothing, they began walking up one street and down
another. At last Jane's curiosity reached the bursting point. "Where
is this church we're going to, Miss Hattie?"
Hattie put off her answer as long as she could. Finally she confessed, "I
don't know. During the night I had a vivid dream. I was sitting in an old
church. It seemed as if . . ." Her voice trailed off.
Jane's
face reflected her feelings that Miss Hattie was a strange one. But Hattie
didn't notice. Her eyes searched every church they passed.
"If
only I could find it!" The pent-up yearning of those years of
frustration threatened to explode.
They
passed the fashionable part of town and turned down a narrow lane called
The Old Jewry, off Cheapside. Numbers of people here all seemed to be
going to the same place. Following the crowd, they found themselves
outside a little church.
"It's
the one!" Hattie cried. She pressed through the door and down the
aisle to a front seat, her face glowing. Jane's eyes disdained the simple
chapel, but she followed Hattie to a seat. A man entered the pulpit.
"Oh,
Jane," Hattie exclaimed in a whisper. "That's the very man I
saw! If it's all true, he'll preach on the text 'Return unto thy rest, 0
my soul.'
The
minister prayed, lifting his hands to heaven. He poured forth adoration
and praise in words that brought tears to Hattie's eyes. Then, as both
girls listened in amazement, he announced his text: " 'Return unto
thy rest, 0 my soul.' "
"That
day I met my Lord and found the rest my soul so long had sought,"
Mrs. Tooley concluded. "God heard your father's prayer. That blessing
has followed me all my life, and I doubt not that it will accompany me to
the world to come."
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